Sedari Dulu

Just to memorize this day, a year ago…

Sedari Dulu
by Tompi

Hatiku berharap
Mungkin engkau kan berubah
Bisa mencintai aku
Seperti hatiku padamu

Hujan badai kan kutempuh
Bintang dilangit kan kuraih
Bila harus ku kan merayu
Untuk cintamu bagiku

Cintamu tlah menjadi candu
Cintamu tlah membuatku membisu
Cintamu ohh seindah lagu
Membuatku tak bisa berpaling darimu

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
Kau cinta yang hembuskan aku
Surga dunia disepanjang nafasku

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
Dan aku takkan berpaling darimu
Sayangku hanya kamu

Cintaku telah terlabuh
Berhenti selamanya dihatimu
Takkan kukayuh menjauh
Biar kurapatkan cintaku padamu

Cintamu tlah menjadi candu
Cintamu tlah membuatku membisu
Cintamu ohh seindah lagu
Hanya dirimu satu ohh cintaku

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
Kau cinta yang hembuskan aku
Surga dunia disepanjang nafasku

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
Dan aku takkan berpaling darimu

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kau adalah belahan jiwa

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
Dan aku takkan berpaling darimu

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
Kau cinta yang hembuskan
Surga dunia disepanjang nafasku

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
Dan aku takkan berpaling darimu
Hanya kamu

lyric from http://liriklaguindonesia.net/t/tompi/tompi-sedari-dulu

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Selalu ada celah yang bisa ditembus…

Selalu ada album untuk didownload…


Jadi ingat masa lalu…

*memanggil partner in crime*

Asking For Permission

I know it’s been quite a long time since the last time I had a boyfriend so I might forget how it goes. But I still feel kinda “eeehhh???” when I ask one of my friend to do something and she replied with, “Gue tanya cowo gue dulu ya, boleh apa ngga.” I thought I misheard, maybe she was saying my parents, not my boyfriend. But, no, she really said her boyfriend.

I’m not really the type who likes to have anybody to decide whether or not I should do something. Even my parents rarely forbid me to do things I wanna do, except for a few things which I can understand why they wouldn’t let me do. Sometimes asking for permission to my parents becomes a formality, since if I really want to do it then I would do it no matter what. :-p

Now, grew up like that, I can’t imagine if one day i have to ask for my boyfriend’s permission for every little thing that I do. Wouldn’t it be too tiresome and troublesome to report every time I am going out somewhere, with somebody whom he should know, and then reporting again what I did there. It’s just so uuuggghhh, even for someone that I love. But would it be a problem when I get married someday?

Me: I’m going out with my friends this Saturday evening.
Future Husband: I don’t remember giving you permission to go.
Me: I also don’t remember ever asking for one.

Well, I might say it like that up there, but then again, I remember one time when I used to sleep late at night. It was about 2 o’clock in the morning, as usual I was still online and he suddenly pop up on YM. After I  asked why he was online, he told me to go to sleep. And what did I do? Just a few minutes after he went offline, I shut all my windows and go to bed. And everytime I tell this story, I always add the words, “his majesty’s command is absolute”. LOL. Oh love…..

Like A Robot

Tik Tok

The clock is ticking

I step outside my box

To greet another morning sun

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Tik Tok

The clock is ticking

Work work work

So much to do, never end

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Tik Tok

The clock is ticking

It’s time to go home

Hide my worries under a piece of blanket

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Tik Tok

The clock is ticking

Tik Tok

Tik Tok

So fast, it wouldn’t stop

Won’t give me time to take a breath

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Tik Tok

When I’m Quiet

means

(a) I’m sleepy.

(b) I’m hungry.

(c) I’m tired.

(d) I’m not interested in what you say.

(e) I don’t agree with you but talking back means prolonging our meaningless conversation.

(f) I’m listening but I’m not sure what to say or how to respond.

(g)  I actually don’t understand what you say but I hate repeating it all over again.

(h) I don’t like you.

(i) I don’t know you and I’m not interested in making new friends at the moment.

(j) I just want to shut my mouth and be quiet, geezz…..

Kataomoi No Chiisana Koi

Nice melody, good lyric…just like always…

Kataomoi No Chiisana Koi
by Tegomass

Nemurenai hodo suki desu
Kanawanai chiisana koi
Kimi nan desu kimi no koto desu
Futon no naka mogurikonda kedo

Mabushii sono yokogao
Zenzen todokanai yo
Wasurenakya wasurerarenai
Kokoro no naka afureru

Kono kataomoi ni owari ga aru no nara
Oshiete yo
Kono kataomoi wo kizuite hoshii
Atomodori dekinai koi nan desu

Doushitano genki nai ne
Nozoita shinpaigao
Kimi nan desu kimi no sei desu
Tsukue no naka shimaikon dakedo

Yasashii sono kotoba ni
Utsumuku hoppeta kao
Tsutaetai tsutaerarenai
Kokoro no naka yureteru

Kono kataomoi ni owari ga nai no nara
Sore demo ii
Kono kataomoi wo mamotte hoshii
Mada nani mo dekinai boku nan desu

Kokuhaku nanka shitara
Egao sae mirenakunaru kara
Koko kara mitsumeru dake de
Kamawanai yo

Kono kataomoi ni owari ga nai no nara
Sore demo ii

Kono kataomoi wo mamotte hoshii
Mada nani mo dekinai

Kono kataomoi ni owari ga aru no nara
Oshiete yo
Kono kataomoi wo kizuite hoshii
Atomodori dekinai koi nan desu

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English Translation

I love you so much that I can’t sleep
This little love will not come true
It is you, it’s you
I slip into the futon but

Your side profile is so bright
I can’t reach it at all
I have to forget you, but I can’t forget you
It is flooding my heart

If there’s an end to this unrequited love
Please tell me
I want you to notice this unrequited love
This is a love that cannot be reversed

“What’s wrong? You look down”
You ask with a worried face
It is you, it’s because of you
I shut my words in my desk but

Your words are so gentle
I look down with a flushed face
i want to tell you, but i can’t tell it
My heart wavers inside

If there isn’t an end to this unrequited
I’m okay with it
Let me protect this unrequited love
Still unable to do anything
That’s me

If I did confess to you
I won’t be able to see your smile anymore
Just watching you from afar
I don’t mind it

If there isn’t an end to this unrequited love
I’m okay with it
Let me protect this unrequited love
I’m still unable to do anything

If there is an end to this unrequited love
Please tell me
I want you to notice this unrequited love
This is a love that cannot be reversed

(lyric and translation from http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/19390/tegomass/kataomoi-no-chiisana-koi.html)

La Tale’s 1st Birthday

When I entered Belos, I was surprised to see a giant cake in the middle of city…
Apparently, La Tale is having its first anniversary…
I also got a first anniversary juice when defeating a monster…
Happy Birthday, La Tale… ^.^
That blue girl beside the cake is my warrior, she’s at level 17 today…yippie…